
Louise Bourgeois détail installation, Fondation Prada, Milan.

I decided to make a more condensed version of my other post – which has so many notes but the information and updates are spread through so many additions and it’s so long! As you may have seen from my other post – I am fundraising for a gender confirming surgery – facial feminization to be exact! My entire life I’ve struggled with intense facial dysphoria – to the point where in 2015 on the day after my birthday I was hospitalized involuntarily for suicidal ideation as a result of my facial dysphoria. At best It’s hard to look at my face and identity with it, and at worst I feel stabbing emotional and spiritual pain and a rush of suicidal ideation. I’ve been trying to access this surgery on my own for a long time, and haven’t been able to accumulate the amount needed. I’m planning on seeing Dr Filstein – a surgeon multiple friends of mine have seen who’s work is exactly the aesthetic I’m looking for (natural but feminized), and who also happens to be one of the more inexpensive surgeons that perform this surgery, especially in New York. No matter how many people tell me my face is beautiful, I am not only unable to properly recognize that beauty because of my dysphoria, but I also am recognized as transgender as a result of certain facial features, which has led to me being threatened with sexual violence, with death, it’s made getting a traditional job more difficult, I’ve been followed home at night and embarrassed in public spaces. Passibility isn’t everyone’s goal, but for me I know I can’t achieve my dreams while not being fairly passable, and this surgery will help me achieve that! If you have questions about the individual procedures I’m planning to get, or just more information in general, please check out the link to my gofundme page! Also I know that some people prefer not to donate through gofundme, so PayPal and cash app are also welcome! Thank you for reading this, please share!
PayPal: AngelUltra1000@gmail.com
Cash App: $AngelUltra
There was a minor typo in my PayPal email so I just corrected it! 🦋

The rainbow of anxiety. A fear submitted by Chloe to Deep Dark Fears – thanks!
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